Saturday, April 30, 2005
*sings* ...love moves in mysterious wayss...

I have never encountered a song that perfectly fit me the way the song, Love moves in mysterious ways, does. The very moment I heard did, I knew that this instant "liking" will last. And it is been going on for 2 months now, and still counting.

I know I have gone way over board for being so cheesy. I just can't help it! naaaahhh! This song really stirs up all the butterflies in my stomach, making me feel really good. And feeling good for a few minutes wouldn't hurt me right?

Kaya nga ako, sige ng sige hanggang magsawa... ahahaha!

Who'd have thought
This is how the pieces fit?
You and I
Shouldn't even try making sense of it
I forgot
How we ever came this far
I believe we had reasons but
I don't know what they are
So blame it on my heart, oh

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Heaven knows
Love is just a chance we take
We make plans
But then love demands a leap of faith
So hold me close
And never let me go'
Cause even though we think we know which way the river flows
That's not the way love goes, no

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways

Like the ticking of the clock two hearts beat as one
But I'll never understand the ways it's done

Love moves in mysterious ways
It's always so surprising
When love appears over the horizon
I'll love you for the rest of my days
But still, it's a mystery
How you ever came to me
Which only proves
Love moves in mysterious ways
Love moves in mysterious ways


Posted by krissy at 3:11 PM




Friday, April 29, 2005
the NEED for BACKUPS

Life is full of surprises. And indeed it is!

When my dad woke me up and asked me if I had saved all my files in a removable disk, I was shattered. I knew it! He blew it up! He "accidently" trashed all the contents of the stupid computer! All those crappy pictures that took me months to accumulate were gone. Yes, they were JUST pictures, pictures that I just have to climb a mountain, celebrate my 18th bday and christmas , and do silly things with my friends again in order to regain them. Yes, those pictures meant nothing to me! Yeah right! Sinong niloko mo???

I am feeling so devastated, as if I was stripped all of my happy memories. Lahat na nawala, bakit iyon pa dapat masama. Iyon na nga lang meron ako sa mga kahapong lumipas, nawala pa. Kung kailan iyon na lang ang pinanghahawakan ko sa lahat ng bagay na inaasahan ko, nilisan na rin ako. Kung tutuusin pwede ko naman palitan ang mga iyon ng bago, pero kahit ano pa ang gawin ko, magiging iba at iba pa rin ang mga iyon sa dati.

Maybe I am just being so clingy with all those things. Maybe it is a sign that I should let go of them. Maybe this is the dawn of a new and wonderful beginning for me. Maybe God wants me to experience more than what I had. Maybe I should learn how to accept change even if I don't want it. Maybe this is just a test. Maybe God wants me to be more tough. Maybe I should open my eyes a little bit more to the positive side. Maybe God wants me to realize that there is more to life than what I had and been experiencing. Maybe God wants me to be prepared. And maybe, God wants me to realize that I do need a back up.

So this time, I will refuse to be lazy. I will be ever patient and diligent in saving my files somewhere other than in my computer.

I have learned my lesson well, for I learned it the hard way.


Posted by krissy at 1:21 AM




Thursday, April 21, 2005
missing someone...very badly!

I miss them all - my high school tropa, ryan, francine, dette, tricia, rox, kris, verna, sharon, may, bernadette, LEAH and HIM!

Yeah, I know distance makes you miss those people. You'll remember all those times you've shared, whether they were funny, serious or even irritating. And what made missing those people worse was that I have all the time in the world! Meaning, I have all the time to think and have nothing to think about, leaving me staring into space and think of them. Haayyyy, nabobore na talaga ako! I want to do something, to make my time more useful and productive! Now that I am officially a BUM, all I am accomplishing is gaining more weight each day.

Going back to the "missing-someone" topic. I realized lately that the worst way to miss someone is having the chance to actually be with him physically but not having that connection. It is like he is so near, yet he is so far at the same time. No matter how hard I try to reach out, it still won't work! Honestly, I hate losing and failing. I believe that in all things that I do, I should give my best, even in these kind of situations. But now, I am totally losing this fight! I don't know when to hope and when to give up. The sad thing is that I don't want to give up, because I want to make this work, but I feel that I am fighting this battle all by myself when he should have been with me all along.

YOU know what? I am sick and tired of waiting for you. But then again, I still refuse to let you go because I believe anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary (even in enduring extreme agony) is a waste of one's time. There are too many mediocre things in this world and it should not be one of them.

Btw, I missed you today.
And tonignt, I still do.


Posted by krissy at 11:57 PM






When I know things are not meant for me, I learn to let go. It doesn't mean I'm weak, I'm just showing how strong I am - to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have.

That thing, that moment when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person. You realize that this person is the person you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment, you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh, you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you have found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. - Drew Barrymore from the movie Never Been Kissed



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