Saturday, October 15, 2005
because of you

Because Of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you


Posted by krissy at 1:17 AM






When I know things are not meant for me, I learn to let go. It doesn't mean I'm weak, I'm just showing how strong I am - to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have.

That thing, that moment when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person. You realize that this person is the person you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment, you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh, you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you have found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. - Drew Barrymore from the movie Never Been Kissed



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