It is all in -the mess-.

Life is all about making decisions - what path to take, what career to pursue and what dreams to conquer.

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It pains me so that even the things I want to do, the talents I want to gain, are not within my reach.

Why is it that I always have to pick only but one?

Why can't I get the best of everything?

Why can't I do ALL the things I want to do?

Why is it always not for me?

Why is it I have to chose between two things that have grown dear to me?

Why do I have to chose which one I love more, when my passion for them is uncomparable? It is like trying to decide which color is better, white or black?

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Nakakaasar kasi minsan lang ako magkaroon ng gusto, as in gusting gusto, na handa akong gawin ang lahat para magawa lamang iyon. Pero kung bakit yung mga bagay na importante ang kailangang pagpilian? Hindi naman marami ang hinihiling ko ah? Konting bagay lang iyon kung ikukumpara sa iba.

Lagi ko sinasabi sa aking mga kaibigan na sa buhay ay kailangan nating mamili kung ano sa tingin natin ang makakabuti at makakapagpatupad ng ating mga pangarap. Kailangan natin gumawa ng mga sakripisyo para makamtam ang mga tunay nating mithiin. Oo, katulad ng dati, madali sabihin sa iba, ngunit ang pagsabi nito sa ating sarili ay lubhang napakahirap sundin. Naguguluhan na ko. Nahihirapan bumitaw sa mga bagay na gusto ko. Natatakot akong mawalan.

Kungsabagay, hindi naman lahat ng gusto natin ang nakakabuti at nararapat. Kahit na sa ating palagay ay makakatulong ito sa ating pagkatao, wala pa rin tayo sa posisyong ipilit ang mga bagay na hindi talaga itinakda sa atin. SIYA lang ang nakakaalam ng para sa atin. Kahit na minsan taliwas iyon sa ating mga kagustuhan, ang daan na inilaan NIYA ang pinakamagandang suhestiyon sa lahat.

Faith is believing in things which are not seen but true. It is all about stepping into the dark and letting HIM be the light on your path. It is all about losing yourself and resting your arms into HIS shoulders.

HE wouldn't ever let us down, right?

Posted by krissy at 12:04 AM

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When I know things are not meant for me, I learn to let go. It doesn't mean I'm weak, I'm just showing how strong I am - to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have.

That thing, that moment when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person. You realize that this person is the person you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment, you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh, you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you have found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. - Drew Barrymore from the movie Never Been Kissed

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