It is all in -the mess-.

Imagine your biggest and most horrifying nightmare comes to life and haunt you for real. It felt too real. It felt so scary that it gave me goosebumps! It was too terrifying that it took me a long time to get over it. The thing I hate about it the most was that I did it, I was not forced to, and I actually wanted it, enjoyed it. I truly hate myself. Even if it was just a dream, I still made that choice, with my own free will.

Had to punish myself, for being so stupid and weak at the same time.

Posted by krissy at 10:46 AM

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When I know things are not meant for me, I learn to let go. It doesn't mean I'm weak, I'm just showing how strong I am - to fight the urge of wanting something I'm not supposed to have.

That thing, that moment when you kiss someone, everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and this person. You realize that this person is the person you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment, you get this amazing gift, and you want to laugh, you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you have found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. - Drew Barrymore from the movie Never Been Kissed

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